im just going to admit my mistake straight away, i screwed up i forgot our anniversary. well yesterday wasnt so simple as it seemed it was, i didnt forgot about it completely, i did remember ): i was wanting to talk to you so bad yesterday but the only time got to talk yesterday was only around 3 to 4, i was about to greet you in the morning then i cancelled it up and i decided to wait for you to get awake from your sleep first,somehow i got so much in my mind wanting to know how you were doing, had you eaten or not and stuffs and ending up forgetting the most important thing that i should have really mentioned it in the first place. im sorry i know i've let you down but i just want you to know i love you.
i despise myself.